[ see, but that sounds really useful. is it color coded?
maybe he's projecting, because bucky certainly isn't pleased with who he's become. he remembers who he was, now, and in a way that makes everything so much worse - because who he was? was a pretty good guy. no angel, he won't pretend he was ever that, but a good person who knew who he was and what he stood for.
forget steve, what would that guy have to say about the man he grew up to be? nothing nice, he'd wager. or maybe he'd be more forgiving, he can't really objectively say, it was a long time ago and his entire view of the old days is skewed by everything that followed.
bucky leans against the wall as sam gets to work. ]
I don't know that.
[ he didn't used to need to have the last word, but somehow, with sam, he keeps trying to get it. it's one more thing he should probably be asking himself why about, but he's not going to. not now, at least. ]
I didn't come in here for the view. [ pulling himself away from the wall, bucky opens a cabinet in search of a glass to get himself some water. plates. he opens another - and it's bowls. how many dishes does a person need, that they have to be separated into different shelves? he's starting to get frustrated again as he opens the third door. ]
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maybe he's projecting, because bucky certainly isn't pleased with who he's become. he remembers who he was, now, and in a way that makes everything so much worse - because who he was? was a pretty good guy. no angel, he won't pretend he was ever that, but a good person who knew who he was and what he stood for.
forget steve, what would that guy have to say about the man he grew up to be? nothing nice, he'd wager. or maybe he'd be more forgiving, he can't really objectively say, it was a long time ago and his entire view of the old days is skewed by everything that followed.
bucky leans against the wall as sam gets to work. ]
I don't know that.
[ he didn't used to need to have the last word, but somehow, with sam, he keeps trying to get it. it's one more thing he should probably be asking himself why about, but he's not going to. not now, at least. ]
I didn't come in here for the view. [ pulling himself away from the wall, bucky opens a cabinet in search of a glass to get himself some water. plates. he opens another - and it's bowls. how many dishes does a person need, that they have to be separated into different shelves? he's starting to get frustrated again as he opens the third door. ]