[ going back, that really is the struggle. where do you go back, when everyone you love is gone? he's not steve, he hasn't spent years out of the ice cultivating relationships, making friends - and even steve, who had all that, he went back in a heartbeat, first chance he got. so what's he supposed to do, then? who does he go back to? he's pretty sure he's burned the bridge to wakanda, and even if he didn't by some miracle - well, there's a reason he didn't stay there, though it can be hard to remember some days.
most days. ]
You need some new material.
[ if his tone of voice is anything to go by the danger is, for the moment, at least, fairly low. his voice is mostly tired. he's said his piece at their ridiculous counselling meeting, that didn't really get them anywhere, did it? he's starting to feel that maybe nothing ever will - because why should it?
the winter soldier cannot be redeemed, and try as he might to alienate himself from the machine, he was still the man under the mask. nothing is ever going to change that. having to pretend to be that again heartless machine again, it only proved that. zemo's point, he suspects. that's one point to him. ]
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most days. ]
You need some new material.
[ if his tone of voice is anything to go by the danger is, for the moment, at least, fairly low. his voice is mostly tired. he's said his piece at their ridiculous counselling meeting, that didn't really get them anywhere, did it? he's starting to feel that maybe nothing ever will - because why should it?
the winter soldier cannot be redeemed, and try as he might to alienate himself from the machine, he was still the man under the mask. nothing is ever going to change that. having to pretend to be that again heartless machine again, it only proved that. zemo's point, he suspects. that's one point to him. ]