[ but being upset isn't really the full of it, is it? doesn't really capture what it is at its heart. it's more that sam is trying. he's trying to do what he thinks is right, trying to do what he believes is the best, and so far at every turn he's become more and more uncertain. steve always knew what direction to go in, always what he believed was right. it's easy to follow someone like that.
sam isn't so sure. also isn't sure how he feels about anyone following him. especially when it comes to the way bucky will look at him, whenever the shield comes up. because while sam wants to help bucky, he's not entirely sure he wants to save him. he's no steve rogers. and he'll never be.
that's all under the surface whenever it comes to moments like this. all things that sam finds himself thinking when it's just him in the night, but never when he's got somewhere for his hands to be. something to do. a problem to solve.
like, right now, their midnight snack. ] What do I look like to you- a heathen? [ he snorts, shakes his head. ] Please.
[ there will be no protein shakes here! and sam will get to work doing....whatever it is he's going to do with these leftovers. but they'll definitely be solid by the end. ]
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sam isn't so sure. also isn't sure how he feels about anyone following him. especially when it comes to the way bucky will look at him, whenever the shield comes up. because while sam wants to help bucky, he's not entirely sure he wants to save him. he's no steve rogers. and he'll never be.
that's all under the surface whenever it comes to moments like this. all things that sam finds himself thinking when it's just him in the night, but never when he's got somewhere for his hands to be. something to do. a problem to solve.
like, right now, their midnight snack. ] What do I look like to you- a heathen? [ he snorts, shakes his head. ] Please.
[ there will be no protein shakes here! and sam will get to work doing....whatever it is he's going to do with these leftovers. but they'll definitely be solid by the end. ]